From Metalhead@VERT/CASTLERO to Daryl Stout on Wed Apr 15 20:20:00 2020
Well Daryl, that's a lot of unfortunate stuff that happened to you all in a short period of time.
Let all those difficult memories get clouded-up by any positive things that happened during those times. Obviously it will be hard to outweigh all the
sad stuff, but those few nice things that happened (you didn't mention any
but there has to be some) are the things you should focus on a bit more.
I used to work at a casino with a bunch of tough-guy asses, and everyone treated me like garbage there, but there's this xmas ornament I have in my
car - I keep it there to remember this 1 nice lady from the casino who gave
it to me as a xmas gift one year - that cheap, modest little xmas ornament makes all the difference when I look back at those memories of when I worked
at that place. People were asses - but not that sweet lady who gave me the ornament. See how that helps me find comfort after an ordeal? (a smaller
ordeal than yours - but this is my experience.)